Everyday for the past few months, certain people I work with make fun of me behind my back, talk bad about me, they are rude and just plain mean. I have been praying about this problem for quite awhile. I feel like I'm in highschool again! Its so juvenile. Ive try to shrug it off and ignore it, but these certain people make sure that I know everyday that they delibertly trying to be mean to me. Its everyday , all day long. after awhile it wears on you, and I am to the point that I feel like crying everyday after work. I just want them to be nice to me. I havent done anything for them to want to pick on me like this. Its so very depressing.I would appreciate it if you could pray about this matter for me.
Another request that i have is that I am a single parent trying to make ends meet and I am having a hard time making it. I hardly have money left over for gas and groceries after I pay the bills. I use to work alot of overtime to help make ends meet, but now over time is not available.I would appreciate your prayers.
one last prayer request is that I have been through alot of painful experiences the past 3yrs and have become a recluse except for going to work and being with the family. I am now, just lately feeling like being more socialable, but I'm scared to reach out and make friends with people or find a church to go to because i'm so afraid of getting hurt. I cant take anymore pain. I've been dealing with alot of depression and anxiety the past 3 yrs.I pray about my problems, read the bible, but i just cant get myself to find a church to go to and to make new friends.In the past,I always had a husband going with me places, but now i am alone.Ive gained over 100lbs the past 3yrs and im thinking everyone is looking at my fat and that keeps me from trying to go to church and making friends too. so please pray for me. I feel so alone in this world!
3yrs ago, i had a church i was going to and had some friends, but the pastor of that church called me into his office one day and suggested other churches that maybe i should attend. I was so shocked and hurt that i didnt have the nerve to ask him why he wanted me to leave the church.it still hurts bad.my kids and grandkids go to that church.its so depressing.i have since seen that pastor and he asked me where i was attending church, I said "no place". He didnt say anything. he didnt invite me to church, he said nothing and changed the subject.
because of all these hurts and being dumped by my fiance' 3yrs ago,and my dad saying he didnt want to see me anymore and being married and divorce 3 times, i feel like i can hardly deal with life.then i have a daughter, age 24 try to kill herself and ive been trying to help her.I found out she has a drug and alcohol problem. she went to rehab and now shes out. but she still drinks. I worry and pray about her too. she has two little kids.anyway, everyone has problems.but i need prayer please. and yes, i have tried counseling at Antioch Group. I felt like the couselor didnt understand me and didnt help much, so I quit going. I just want to feel accepted by people in life. I know I cant be accepted by everyone, but right now i feel like i am accepted my NO ONE except my kids and grandkids.I'm 50 yrs old now, and i feel like my life is just really unbearable sometimes.no,im not suicidal but i pray often that Jesus will come soon and take us out of the world soon! Thank you for your prayers!