I'm in so much pain over how I have realized I haven't been the wife I should be. I didn't cheat but I really hurt my
Husband. We already had a rough past and never went to counselling for it. I was feeling neglected and unloved and even though he provided for us I felt I needed his touch, his affirmation in intimate ways that only a
Husband and wife could experience together. I was so desperate for that , but I chose to say something to someone that has changed his whole heart for me. He moved a lot of his things out Sunday morning and is now remaining very cold towards me, he left me
Without a vehicle, without the proper care I'm needing as I am 10 weeks pregnant and was relying on his help while I was so sick everyday. I feel at moments I am doing pretty good even though this isn't easy, but moments like right now, I feel like I'm losing myself all over again, I wish he would come home. I dishonored him and now I feel he is doing the same in return. I need peace. I need
To know God is on my side too. That my
One wrong choice will not tear my whole life apart. I need my husband.