Prayer Request #3, This is something that I was assigned to do a week ago & have put off! I have had to ask myself why is it that I can talk a dog off a chuck wagon, I can talk about my kids & my grand babies, but I do not talk about myself? I can, will & do pray for anyone. But, I find it hard to pray for myself! Why is that? It is not a matter of lack of faith that God hears me & wants good things for me. I have found that it is partly a Jr. High Youth Pastor who talked about PRIDE "I" is in the middle of PRIDE. And my 8th grade self took it to heart! TRUTH it is me that I doubt, not God. I come from a past of abuse. And when all you hear is that you are not worthy that is what you come to believe! I have had these voices taking space in my heart & mind for too long! I played The Voice Of Truth for someone just yesterday and I had to listen to it for myself. I am not worthless! I am not a nobody! I AM A CHILD OF GOD! I AM FEARFULLY AND WONDERFULLY MADE! And yes "I" is in the middle of PRIDE & being prideful is not good. But "I" is also in the middle of FAITH AND BELIEVE! I have learned that you have NOT because YOU (me) ask NOT for myself for what God wants to do for me, for my life! This is big for me to be honest with myself, talk about myself & ask for prayer for myself! Whew I did it!!! Father God you know me, you know my story, you know my heart, every tear & heartache. You know what I've lost & what I need. And "I" TRUST YOU JESUS! "I" HAVE FAITH & "I" BELIEVE!!!